Wednesday Update #14

[yoki_morita]

I was going to write this post before going to the university but I was lazy shit. And now when I'm back home it's 23:14 and I'm exhausted orz
I don't want to change the day of my updates because it's already called "Wednesday update". And it's the day of WEST's jwebs sooo LET ME BE CLOSER TO MY FAVOURITE MAN
Despite Wednesday feels like the most difficult day in my university timetable ugh.

Anyway.
First of all, Taguchi. I was SHOCKED when I saw it in my TL... Japanese fans almost all went like Eh?
My friend screamed what? Then WHAT?! And then this news ran across the whole TL.
When I read the first tweets about it I literally cried. Not cried loud hysterically (XD) but I realised there are tears... I wonder what happened, I hope they will tell us.
Ugh... Few hours before Best Artists I listened to some KAT-TUN songs and I thought "oh I really got used to them as 4, they are doing their best. I thought they want be okay after Koki left but they are okay!". And then there is... orz
Maybe they weren't okay after all... And Taguchi is just done with JE and showbiz (as Nakamaru(?) said: Taguchi wanted to leave the entertainment world).
But about 3-4 hours I was very tired of all those tweets with crying and so on =___= I got angry, I'm always getting angry when there are lots of lpng lasting crying. Like STOP PLEASE stop complaining and crying. So I just kept (and still keep) telling myself that I would have the same reaction if it was my johnnys.
Honestly, I don't want to talk about it anymore.

I also was going to write about Tsubasa. Hmm..
Well, I will try to.
I have a list of my "official ichibans". Johnnys who are really ichibans.
(Because I have a lot favourite johnnys as well as VERY FAVOURITE  and some "almost ichiban" johnnys XD). I had 5 ichibans, but now I have 3. I understood that I don't like Iwamoto that much now O_o (not now, it was a few months ago but anyway). Another one whom I removed from this list is Tsuyoshi (Domoto). It's not like I stopped loving him (like I did with Iwamoto). I love Tsuyoshi so much! But.. I just don't want him to be in my list. I also like Koichi very much but he even wasn't in my list... I don't know how to explain it.
And back to the topic. Tsubasa.
It's kinda same thing as it was with Iwamoto. Tsubasa doesn't impress me now for I don't know what reason. I look at him and... don't feel what I felt before. And also I don't see him often.. :(
Tsu in his 20s (about 20, time around debut and younger, and some time after debut) makes me all KYAAAA OMG DOKI DOKI. Looooots of emotions. Because this PRETTY YOUNG BOY OMG AAHGSGSFSTAFAFSFSGSYDGYDDH *dead*. Maybe that's why he is still my ichiban lol
I just don't want to let him go out of "my official ichiban". I'm the person who doesn't like changes XD
With this thoughts I also think about removing Zaki-san from "list of ichibans". Then I would finally have one and only one ichiban
As Sacchan said: HAMADA WANTED YOU TWO TO BE ALONE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
But once again, I don't want changes XD

This update is kinda long and weird XD