Wednesday Update #27
Feb. 25th, 2016 12:09 amI was going to write a lot but of course I'm too lazy LOL.
I don't like my English classes anymore :( They've changed a teacher for this semester. I liked the previous one T^T After the first lesson I thought that she was sooo nice. And I at least had an interest in going to the lessons.
Current teacher quite annoys me. When I just saw her I thought "Meh, I don't really like her :/". I thought maybe I would change my mind later but later she started to annoy me even more XD
Changing the topics.FANGIRLING TIME
I knew Hamachan must have solo photoshoots in magazines because of his butai.
Today I woke up to THE BEST THING EVER Well, one of
LOOK. LOOK AT HIM.
BEST THING TO WAKE UP TO.
ADORABLE. I LOVE MY PRECIOUS MAN. I STILL CAN'T BREATHE (LOL)
It's like he gave me the reason to live hahaha XDDD
Jokes aside, I really love this photoshoot! And I love Hamachan SO FREAKING MUCH
Ugh...
Okay. With this new roung of ALL THE HAMACHAN FEELINGS I'm going to sleep. Good night (θヮθ)/
Wednesday Update #26
Feb. 17th, 2016 09:16 pmSeriously, almost every time I write Wednesday Post, I'm feeling all down. At least today I'm not late LOL
Last weekend me and Sacchan went to see Deadpool. Like it! Totally our dirty sort of humour XDD we like dirty jokes.
I almost hated Hamachan for about a week. I couldn't look at him, I couldn't think about him. And it was strange and kinda scary because I'm not able to like johnnys/group for a long time. It happened with Kawai, it happened with A.B.C-Z. It's not like I don't like them anymore. Just... Kawai isn't my ichiban now and ebi isn't the most beloved group. It seems like I've lost most of my interest in ebi.
It happens to me, for example, I stopped loving Kisumai (at all). And Tsubasa too. Tsubasa disappointed me, so... I still love the young wonderful Tsu, but not the adult I see now.
That's why I'm scared that one day I'll stop loving Hamachan. You know, how muchI love him?? You probably don't know. But I love him SO FREAKING MUCH.I've never loved idol so much. I promised to myself that I won't leave him. And I promised it to Sacchan too.
Junta/Shige are blowing my mind as a pair. I didn't like them together but now they are literally blowing my mind. Why I started to love this pairing so much?!
I think I will stop here *laughs*
Wednesday Update #19
Dec. 31st, 2015 12:14 amHi
It's my 19th Wednesday Update and it's the last one this year.
I don't want to summarise my year (despite it would be good to do it), I'm too lazy for it orz
Honestly I'm too tired to think orz As always XD
Well.
It wasn't really fulfilled year. Just... normal. Quite bad.
As for fandom, I'm glad I know some wonderful people ♥
As for JE, I suddenly realised HOW MUCH I love Nozomu. And Hama-chan is just arsfsydgdysgzg WHY ARE YOU SO COOL YOU IDIOT. Haha XD
I'm too emotional.
Nevermind XD
Exhausted
orz
Let's have a wonderful 2016!
See ya ♥
P.S what a strange post today LOL
Wednesday Update #17
Dec. 18th, 2015 09:12 amI forgot about it again (^^;
I don't really want to think about what to say XD
umn.. studying goes... not so good but it goes (LOL)
My mood still changes reeeally quickly.
Now I have a stomach ache for a certain reason.
Hama-chan is still idiot :'3 (and he changed color of his hair). Nozomu is still blond (at least he was blond this wednesday). I like blond Nozomu all og the sudden.
There were some KotaHama photos in magazines. I'm happy! ^^
I don't want to look at Tsubasa anymore XD I was like ehhhh what the heckwhen I saw him on FNS.
I bought a backpack yesterday!
That's all.. XD It's 9:11, I need to get up
Wednesday Update #16
Dec. 9th, 2015 11:54 pmHellllllooo :D
I almost forgot about this update oops as usual
Well, today is jwest album's release date! So I will talk about it.
First of all... As I thought we got jwest album faster than takkitsuba album despite takkitsuba album was released a week ago.
Oh, oh! Today is 2 years since I listened to takkitsuba songs for about 4 hours and I listened a lot to Takkitsuba Ondo soo... Today is 2 years of loving Takkitsuba a lot :D yaay
time flies ugh
Back to jwest album.
Hmmm don't know if I will be able to say something about every song but I will try to do it.
Lucky Specialreminds me (and not only me) of Mambo de West XD song is funny and good. But I don't really like chorus XD I mean it's okay but makes song sound not so good in general...
Seven PowersIt's amazing! They all are really singing in their styles! And OMG HAMA-CHAN!!! HIS VOICE UGH!!!! I literally made KYAAAA while listening to album yesterday. Two solo parts and both make me die.
Gatten Anthemis so light and bright and cute and catchy (well, all of the songs are catchy btw! XD). I really love this song, it's my favourite now! Not because Hama-chan likes this song tho XD despite his favourite from this album is Lovely Xmas LOL
Horumonit's... hilarious? Don't know. Just funny, really funny. And kind of chaotic XD
3.1415926535(if I'm not mistaken lol). It's a song about pi! Like look we can make rap that consists of numbers of pi!Funny song, but sounds kinda aggressive for me XD
Kimi e no melodyis soooo beautiful *______* I cried while listening to it LOL I'm too emotional XD and Hama-chan sings there "Let's kiss" with his wonderful voice ugh LET'S KISS, my love!!
Eternalsooo cool!! Can't say anything more about it. Just very cool ♥ and I don't like chorus tho. It sound not so good :(
Tamer (Junta solo) it's AMAZING!! I hoped his solo will be like that. It blows my mind, it makes me imagine amazing pictures in my head. Just... thanks for this song.
Lovely Xmas (KamiShige) It's cute and really Christmasy, but too sweet XD so I don't really like it.
Terrible (KotaRyu) guys YOU ARE SERIOUSLY TERRIBLE *screams* brilliant sexy song. And NOZOMU'S VOICE MAKES ME GO LIKE KYAAAAAAA OMG BABY I LOVE YOU *dies*Also this song makes me think about kotahama-porn /coughs
Konna kyoku tsukurimashita (KiriHama) I thought it will be something different. But yeah, KamiShige are "cute", KotaRyu are "cool" and KiriHama are "funny".And Junta is a tamer in this zoo
KiriHama are AWESOME IDIOTS. I laughed like crazy while listening to their song for the first time :D it's too chaotic, too weird... but so funny XD and Hama-chan's voice PERFECT
(もちろんたかひろぉぉぉ~ ♥)
I can't think and can't English anymore XD
I'm glad I like the whole album :D
And let me say it again: HAMA-CHAN'S VOICE!!!!!!
I don't like when he sings with high voice, it sounds awful for me XD so whe he sings with low voice I almost have goosebumps.
And all of the sudden Hama-chan sings strange in this album O__o couldn't recognise him in almost every song.
That's all for now~
Bye bye (θヮθ)ノシ
Wednesday Update #15
Dec. 3rd, 2015 10:46 pmHi. It's my 15th W.U. and yesterday I completely forgot about it for a first time *facepalm*
As well as my Purple Horse (Hamada one, not Kawai XD) was a little bit late with his jweb update.
Nonsuke was also late so when J-Web staff wrote about updating...
Lately (last two days?) I'm into anime "Osomatsu-san". Because some people mentioned it in twitter, I also saw johnnys osomatsu-style fanart so I was wondering what this anime is like. And it's somehow really interesting for me :D
Have nothing else to write. I'm crap, my life is crap bye.
LOL
Wednesday Update #14
Nov. 25th, 2015 11:46 pmI was going to write this post before going to the university but I was lazy shit. And now when I'm back home it's 23:14 and I'm exhausted orz
I don't want to change the day of my updates because it's already called "Wednesday update". And it's the day of WEST's jwebs sooo LET ME BE CLOSER TO MY FAVOURITE MAN
Despite Wednesday feels like the most difficult day in my university timetable ugh.
Anyway.
First of all, Taguchi. I was SHOCKED when I saw it in my TL... Japanese fans almost all went like Eh?
My friend screamed what? Then WHAT?! And then this news ran across the whole TL.
When I read the first tweets about it I literally cried. Not cried loud hysterically (XD) but I realised there are tears... I wonder what happened, I hope they will tell us.
Ugh... Few hours before Best Artists I listened to some KAT-TUN songs and I thought "oh I really got used to them as 4, they are doing their best. I thought they want be okay after Koki left but they are okay!". And then there is... orz
Maybe they weren't okay after all... And Taguchi is just done with JE and showbiz (as Nakamaru(?) said: Taguchi wanted to leave the entertainment world).
But about 3-4 hours I was very tired of all those tweets with crying and so on =___= I got angry, I'm always getting angry when there are lots of lpng lasting crying. Like STOP PLEASE stop complaining and crying. So I just kept (and still keep) telling myself that I would have the same reaction if it was my johnnys.
Honestly, I don't want to talk about it anymore.
I also was going to write about Tsubasa. Hmm..
Well, I will try to.
I have a list of my "official ichibans". Johnnys who are really ichibans.
(Because I have a lot favourite johnnys as well as VERY FAVOURITE and some "almost ichiban" johnnys XD). I had 5 ichibans, but now I have 3. I understood that I don't like Iwamoto that much now O_o (not now, it was a few months ago but anyway). Another one whom I removed from this list is Tsuyoshi (Domoto). It's not like I stopped loving him (like I did with Iwamoto). I love Tsuyoshi so much! But.. I just don't want him to be in my list. I also like Koichi very much but he even wasn't in my list... I don't know how to explain it.
And back to the topic. Tsubasa.
It's kinda same thing as it was with Iwamoto. Tsubasa doesn't impress me now for I don't know what reason. I look at him and... don't feel what I felt before. And also I don't see him often.. :(
Tsu in his 20s (about 20, time around debut and younger, and some time after debut) makes me all KYAAAA OMG DOKI DOKI. Looooots of emotions. Because this PRETTY YOUNG BOY OMG AAHGSGSFSTAFAFSFSGSYDGYDDH *dead*. Maybe that's why he is still my ichiban lol
I just don't want to let him go out of "my official ichiban". I'm the person who doesn't like changes XD
With this thoughts I also think about removing Zaki-san from "list of ichibans". Then I would finally have one and only one ichibanAs Sacchan said: HAMADA WANTED YOU TWO TO BE ALONE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
But once again, I don't want changes XD
This update is kinda long and weird XD
Wednesday Update #10
Oct. 28th, 2015 10:20 pmAlmost forgot about it againoops
Nothing happens in my life so let's talk about fangirl things? Hmm.
Today I finally finished watching Tsuyoshi's dorama Platonic! Yesterday I suddenly found that translation was finished a month ago. I was waiting for this dorama almost for a year I think? Or something like that. Long.
Dorama is kinda boooring, yes, but it was kinda interesting and all what I did was looking at Tsuyoshi because HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL OMG AFAFAFSGSGASSADDSSAS /dies/.
I cried watching last episode XD
Then I forgot about jwest jwebs /facepalm/
And I cried again reading Hama-chan's update... XDD I love him so much tasukete kudasai.
I have nothing in my mind.
And it's my 10th update! Yay!
I hope picture is not big. In other case sorry...

Wednesday Update #8
Oct. 14th, 2015 01:31 pmHi.
I thought I will have a lot to write about but now I'm sitting and staring at my phone and I have no idea what to write. Just don't want to.
Sooooo... random things
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For some reason my aikata Sacchan likes to joke about Hamada being my future husband :'D
Like "I knooow you want to marry him >:3",
"Nope, I don't want this idiot in my life",
"Don't say such things about your future husband! :D"
Something like that XD
She finds it funny. Well, so do I :D
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I imagine one day I will be able to draw what I want -__- now my drawing is random like "I was trying to draw Hamada. How it turned to look like Nakaken?!". Something like that :(
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Seriously, my mind is empty right now.
Well, I'm not johnnys, I don't have to try to write a lot because "fans are interested in it".
I write it for myself and for at least such practice of English language.
By the way... I always thought my pronunciation is good, I was proud of it. Recently I realised ho awful it sounds.
I have nothing to be proud of *sad smile*
Wednesday Update #6
Oct. 1st, 2015 12:57 pmI totally forgot about it yesterday oops ^^;
I was all hysterical yesterday...
No wonder I forgot about Wednesday post.
And I don't know what to write (as usual).
I'm still coughing. I'm so tired of it ugh.
I hate studying.
I need a new laptop.
It's cold. I don't want autumn and winter, I hate cold weather T__T Well, I don't like hot weather either.
My perfect weather is: warm enough for t-shirt, light warm breeze, no bright sun (light clouds). Something like that.
I feel like saying sorry for my English. I can English I swear
Just look at this pretty baby.
Today is his 10th anniversary in JE (as well as Miyadate's. And Iwamoto's 9th anniversary).
Omedeto, violinist-san \(^o^)/ You are talented, you deserve a lot of attention I'm all kyaaaa when he plays a guitar! And when he did a bakten!

4U. KNOW WE EXIST
Sep. 14th, 2015 11:31 pmWe can't stop screaming XD We are literally kyaa-ing all day!
So. As you might know fans can send song requests on Pita Raji. So we sent one (actually it was me, it was a little surprise for my aikata, but I wrote the request from two of us).
Of course in the beginning I wrote that we are 4U. fans from Russia.
And you know what? THEY HAVE READ OUR REQUEST ON PITA RAJI (2015.09.11) OMG!!! I was alone at home in this morning when I listened to this episode and I SERIOUSLY SCREAMED LOUDLY AND BURST OUT CRYING LISTENING TO IT haha.
It seems like they might be thinking we are just Japanese people living in Russia. But BOYS BELIEVE ALREADY OKAY?!
XD
They were SHOCKED haha :)
Here is translation (by amazing ltgmars ♥) of what 4U. said
Tatsumi, OF COURSE IT'S NOT IN RUSSIAN XDDD YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING IN RUSSIAN, you baka XDD
I'm Kacchan, btw, because my name is Katya.
And yes, they laughed at "Kacchan" saying "Is it Uekusa-san?" XD nope, boys, I'm not Uekusa-san XD
But guys GUYS!!! THEY KNOW ABOUT US, THEY HAVE READ OUR LETTERAnd I hope they seriously don't think we are Japanese people living in Russia
We are very happy fangirls
☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
Wednesday Update #1
Aug. 26th, 2015 10:22 pmHello!
Since I decided to post something every week... Here it is! My first post! I almost forgot about it, despite I was thinking about what to write here for a whole day yesterday lol
Oh, Nonsuke's jweb was so adorable lol Like Let me tell you about how much is Hamada amazing. Oh, happy birthday Shige. I'm watching movies. And now I go for a filming on location with my beloved Hamada ^^
I love this kid and his love for his onii-chan ♥
So. Wednesday post, yes. I decided to try to introduce myself!
Umm.. I'm Yoki, 20 years old. From Russia. Yokiis my nickname, my real name is Katya(short form of Ekaterina. So long... XD).
I love JE really?! What a news lol . Now my heart totally belongs to Johnny's WEST, Hama-chan is my most beloved man lol ♥ I like also KinKi Kids, Tackey & Tsubasa, members of dance family (4U., They Budou, MAD, MADE, Yara and so on), Snow Man, A.B.C-Z, some random juniors (Hamanaka Bunichi, Muro Ryuta, Morohoshi Shoki aaand so on). I love more or less all debuted groups and some juniors.
I don'treally like Hey!Say!JUMP and Sexy Zone. And Marius. And Nishihata.
Hehe ^^
I can't stand these two as well as some other johnnys. But I'm a person who generally don't hate johnnys. Just be far from me and I will say nothing about you maybe
This post went in the wrong direction, I think XD
Maybe I should say something about real life, not fandom-related things?
What to say? Hmmm...
As you see, I speak English. Not so good, I think. But well.. normal ^^ Enough for communicating with people as long as we understand each other.
But I totally can't talk. I still think my pronunciation is... not terrible, but weird lol I had not much speaking practice.
What else?
I like cats (I have 3 cats as pets).
I want to be a photographer just for making good photos.
I have 8 monster high dolls XD
I have an amazing friend, I call her aikata. She is totally adorable and we perfectly understand each other ♥ Her ichiban among johnnys is Yamaryo, haha.
Should I say about johnnys I like? Nah, don't want to do it XD
If it's interesting for you, just ask me in comments. Ask whatever you like XD
Now it's 22:18 (10:18 p.m), I'm suddenly sleepy lol
So I think I will stop now.
This post is kind of jweb-like lol closer to Hama-chan! Haha. I'm just a crazy fangirl you know XD
That's all for today's Wednesday Update ^^
See ya ;)
Random post
May. 10th, 2015 11:21 pmWe have johnny's jr fic shiritori game. 6 people only. 2 teams (3 members in every team, yes) - Team "A", Team "B". I'm in the first team. And from yesterday one member is out. I think we'll continue as 2 members in Team "A". Actually, there was 5 members in the beginning, but I decided to participate though. Glad I have favourite johnnys to write about (bless Dance Family, Snow Man and some jrs, despite I wrote about dance family only XD). I doubt if I should continue shiritori or not, but I know that in other case I won't write anything.
Today I'm in "Hamada-mood" after watching some kansai shokuras.
You know, my favourite pairings are quite weird. But one of the most weird is Hamada/Matsuzaki *facepalm*
They even don't work together (they worked together in Tsubasa's World Wings Premium 2008 only. I have three favourites there XD). But who cares \:D/ Because "I don't care I ship it". I just created an idea for this pairing yesterday. I still think about it, but I surely won't write it because this idea is quite huge and I'm not able to write huge things :( that makes me sad.
(Offtopic: when I wrote a tag, I accidentally typed "fuc..." instead of "ficwriter". I understood you, autocorrect...)
Blah blah blah
May. 8th, 2015 12:39 amOh, what am I talking about? Ah, right. So, I really don't talk to people and I have reasons, of course.
First of all, it's... not that I'm not interested at all, but I just don't have "oh I need to ask her about how's she doing" in my mind. Just because that's me. I'm an introvert. Also, I don't think that I know a person good enough to talk to this person. Maybe that's really weird reason, but English-speaking and Russian-speaking fandoms are completely different. I mean interaction between fans. English-speaking fandom is more friendly. Much more. As I know from my own experience.
Secondly, I doubt, of course. I'm not sure my English is good enough. I know that seriously nobody cares, as long as you understand each other. And I'm okay with some tweets or posts in English. Something that you are preparing for. When you have conversation (in twitter, for example) nobody waits for you to answer super quickly. You can also prepare. But damn, I always worry that person I'm talking to won't understand me or I won't understand. It's psychology, it's all in my mind. I can't do anything with it, but I'm trying.
Phew.
I just suddenly feel like updating my lj, yes XD and also I'm glad nice girls in our fandom exist :)